um, yeah, i ask myself this all the time. particularly when it comes to thinking about what i am going to do once the girls leave for college.

and here is the lint that goes through my brain:

i don't want to make a mistake, what if i get too involved and i don't have time for the other parts of my life, what if i'm the oldest person in the room, what if i sound too 1990's, what if i have to start at the bottom (again).

i could continue but i won't bore you. of course the biggest question for me is the what? what do i want to do? what's interesting? what's the right thing for me?